on my mind

While sitting on my floor watching tv, i realized that when i have a significant other, I've taken to many moments for granted. Lately to many small things have reminded me of times when I've been in the exact situation with a significant other. theres more to this, i just cant think of it right now. I know this situation sucks, i don't really like being alone, believe it or not. I miss havening some one next to me, but may be it's the memory of past loves that plagues me. Maybe im just finding an excuse for what i feel, maybe im just losing my mind......