Snow, breaks, and burnners

Blah. this should be the whole post right there. Blah. It's snowing yet again up here in good ole state college. We're supposed to get a foot of snow. All this would be great if i didn't have to work but thats a problem i am willing to deal with. I wanted to live up here in the mountains of PA so i have to deal with snow, as much as i hate the cold. On the downside i broke up with my girl awhile ago Im kida content with the whole thing. It's like it was something that I had to do, but couldnt figuer out a right time to do it, so it kinda just happend on its own. I've never been good at breaking up with people. Im one of thoes people that i would much wrather just stop talking with that person than deal with the whole thing. A learning experience to say the least. In other relationship news, that was supposed to have that newsy kinda feel to it if didnt im sorry =(. I do have something that was placed on the way far back burnner in some one elses house get moved to the big burnner in the front. With luck in a few months everything should be cool, hey that could be a movie title. I will say this I am very happy, its one of thoes happies that when ya think about the person you smile. Some people would say that its unusual for me to smile, but what the hell do they know i smile all the time. Anyway, so yea we talk and its cool we just babble on for most of the night. Much like i do here, hmmmmm, but anyway this place dosent make me smile. So yea front burnner good simmering along all good smells through out the house., nothing burning cross ya fingers.

wolf

Rules v.2

Ok so I gots this new pc, so Im sitting here thinking that I should open this space back up for people to comment on the things i place here when i do post. So with that said let me lay down a few rules like i tried to do when i started this thing.
1.) Don't flame me or anyone else who post a comment here if your not bold enough to say something outside of anonimity then dont say anything at all.

2.) If i post seomthing it dosent really mean that i need a persons advise or council. While i will accept it please do not be offened if my train of thought leads away from whatever you sugest.
3.) Spelling, i dont care. if its wrong its wrong , eh, this aint school.
4.) my life is uneventful i try to keep it that way. im sorry if the things that i might place here seem uninformative uninspiering or anything else you hoped to gain from this site. Im not a guru i would much wrather you find the solutions to lifes woes on your own you will be alot stronger for it trust me.

thats it for now i think maybe possibly, yeah for now

Wolf

Quarter-life Crisis

Im going through this now im not going to say what part but im going through this now

Posted By Merry in Friendster

"Being Twenty-Something"


They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now. You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.

You look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.

Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling onto the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person.

One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.

You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender! What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.

GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF US!

Commeited, however you spell it, relationship

So this was my first night out in like how long? We went to the 'gaff, please dont ask me to spell it right cause i wont i suck at spelling. I must say that i had an ok time, it could have been better, but i have my reasons why it wasn't. Needless to say that i got turned down twcie?!?!?!?! Now im not saying that i was dressed to the nines or anything but I could have gotten a better excuse than I like to dance by myself. I must look stupid I mena i have to for someone to think that I or anybody for that matter would belive that. But hey it's State college so thats to be expected i mean im not ( fill in your sexy guy here) or anything. But i will say there was this lil chic eyeing me, but i am in a relationship so all she could do was look at the man from afar, kudos to the creator for letting me know that people other than my girl think im hot. Its times like that that let you know your a good guys, most guys would have been all over an opportunity like that;
GUY: hey girl i saw you looking at me over there....

that last part more than likely would have been in some sort of slang.
.................so why dont we get on the floor?
Girl: Teeeheee, yeah i was lookin at you, how come your not danceing?

and so on and so forth. In a vein , is that right....it looks right, attempt to get down her pants and or get her mouth on his dick. This whole night just lets me know how much I have grown people that know me would say that i was never the type to do something like the very crappy example, but hey I've grown and im useing this as an example so =b.

Wolf