Rant kinda

Ya know what? It's pretty damn hard to come up with stuff to put here. This is something that dawned on me just a few days ago when trying to figure out what to put here. See one the one hand i could talk about me and my most recent ex, but why thats like a month old now. Or i could write about how i got passed up for a posittion at my job for the second time, the first time was totally my fault why i didnt get it. But i've talked it out with someone and im over it. So what the hell am i supposed to put here now? See i would do what A friend of mine, hey big sis, and write one hundered things about myself , but i dont even know that many things about myself, so there that goes. When I started writing this thing i was all gun ho about plutting my thoughts down so i could go back and look at them later see how i've grown andall that good shit, but i write alot better when im at work see my problem is i need a lap top. Or a palm pilot so i can jot down ideas and things as they come to me so i can expand apon them later, ok thats just an excuse for me to get a palm but so i would use it ok so i need one, want one, whatever. Anyhoo i think im going to try and catch some zzzzzzz on the couch yeah im on the couch right now too , roomates are fun. But hopefully that will change, and it better not snow on sun cause I need some Q.T with a friend of mine, and if it snows i get none q.t and i wont be a happy camper, but that neither here nor there. Time for sleep